Thinkings

I'm never really sure what to put in my blog. There are some things that I don't feel like I can write as I don't know who reads it, but which I put in my letters to aa certain someone (Sorry once more for dumping on you darling). But maybe I just need to say them.

I feel like I've lost or am losing my brothers and my friends. Its not entirely their fault, its mine as well.

Holiday could be cancelled if we can't find anywhere to stay thats cheap and easy to get to which is a shame as I was looking forward to it.

Will didn't get the job at Hackney.

Steve and Andy aren't around for my birthday this year. Is it wrong to want them around?

And the first gig that Starting Over play in over a year I won't be around to see.