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I do not know how tomorrow is going to go. And quite frankly I'm not sure I want it to happen. As mum told Sylvia this morning things changed over a week ago and she's already said goodbye to Peter.

03:27 Comment0 Comments

Spent the last 4 days with Monica and Sylvia. Its been tough.
Today is my day off, while Mum looks after Sylvia, but going back to theirs to move furniture tonight.
Tomorrow is mum's day off while I have Moni, but is available in case of emergencies.
Not sure how tomorrow is gonna happen has I haven't had Moni by myself for over a week since she bit me.

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Its been an interesting week so far. I had Moni on tuesday from 11 - 5pm. It was not the best day possible. Will had to skip a meeting in London (which I'm sure he was very glad to do). On Moni's behalf it was third time lucky. She managed to get a full set of teeth into my arm and hold on quite tight. So I have a nice big circular bruise on my arm and you can still see the teeth marks. So on friday at the photo shoot I'm gonna ask if they can cover it up with foundation.
Hopefully on friday she'll be better with mum.

Yesterday at the prayer meeting Peter wasn't in the best shape. He slept throughout the whole thing. Not quite sure what is gonna happen tonight with Sylvia coming out and Dan, Dave and Will sitting with him for 2 hours. Hopefully he will be much better today.

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Took Moni home with mum this evening.
Peter was much better this evening than he was in the morning. We did mini church. Mum read Mark 1 and 2, Psalm 34, 27 and 29. Then we sang some songs. I carried Moni upstairs, got her ready for bed, and then we said good night to her mum and dad, and i carried her back upstairs in out her to bed, and when we left the house she was still there.

Peter has decided he's not satisifed with his life and is not ready to go home to glory yet. He wants to walk, run and ride his bike again, also to drive his car and look after his wife and daughter.

Today started off as a not so good day and ended with "I will fight the fight"

13:52 Comment0 Comments

Had Mum, Sylvia and Moni over for Ladies night. Was highly amusing. We did Wii bowling before we attempt real bowling. Sylvia didn't quite get the hang of it, but she still won.

Scores:

Sylvia - 162
Me - 156
Moni - 104
Mum - 99

Real bowling will be interesting, as we'll have Sylvia C and Mary with us as well.

05:16 Comment0 Comments

On Sunday I was told I should consider fostering. Not entirely sure what I think of that. I don't think Will thinks much of it. But i just been looking it up, and yeah really not sure. Probably not.

Onward with job searching

03:47 Comment0 Comments

A new week has begun. The weekend was different. Spent Saturday with Dave, which was a laugh. Sunday had mini church with Will and Peter and then stayed for lunch. Which meant we ended up looking after Moni while Sylvia sorted Peter out for nearly 2 hours in total.
Yesterday I looked after Moni for another 6 hours.
And today, Mum has her, but we're going shopping tonight with Dave at Westfield. Need ideas for Mother's Day pressies....